Saturday, May 17, 2014

U KNOW.....I LOVE TO B THE SAME GUY

My life has gone through many ups and downs, I see people how they change with time and need. That's natural, but don't know why I can't accept it.I think one should always be the same guy to his close ones atleast to them who love him most. I also tried to change my self but later I found that I am losing my existence. There should be one in everybody's life who knows you better than you, who cares for you, who cries for you, I know everybody have parents for those duties, But think beyond them, coz you can't share everything to your parents, though you can but few things are there that your parent don't know and you never let your parent know. I stay very far from my parents, I really miss them, that's why I need very close and good friends who can understand me, and know the things what I don't say.But its very very hard to find such friends at this time when everybody is mature.But I am lucky I had one also unlucky I lost that one.School life is our golden time and really have some golden friends.
I really got surprised when I am not well or frustrated and I pretend to be very cool but my mom catches my mind everytime just only on phone, but I try my best not to let her know.
Beside all that sometimes you think that you need to change yourself for the world, for you existence, but sometime we forget that what is our existence. Change is not everything,I learnt, If you need change, change the environment you live. Love your self. Don't let people to use you.